I mean some things that you see when you're a kid it can't affect you for the rest of your life. I went and saw a girl wet herself during class in third grade and ever since then, I've always been afraid that I would wet myself. So I always use a bathroom before I leave the house uh but no in all seriousness as as a combat veteran. I don't like somebody just throwing around the term PTSD. So, uh, willy-nilly, it's kind of disrespectful to people that have actually gone through real traumatizing experiences.