I don't know if it's qualified, but I was in a marriage for 10 years, back in the 90s. Um, alcohol abuse. Bipolar bipolar medication back to alcohol abuse. Uh, just chaos. I was trying to help her raise her, uh, 3 kids who I love dearly and just 10 years just nothing but chaos and I came home 1 day. This is 1999 I saw a Blockbuster Video on the living room floor. I said I'm going to take this back to Blockbuster. I got in my car. I took the movie back to Blockbuster. Uh, this is when I lived in Orlando, I went to 95, took a right? And didn't stop till. I got to Miami and uh, that car had no radio in it at all. Radio didn't work. I was the most Blissful silence in my life and, and nobody on the planet knew where I was at for at least 2 or 3 days, but um, yeah, couldn't take it anymore, so you